So I suppose I enjoy the finer things in life. I revere the Victorians and consider myself a neo-Victorian. I try to adopt their mannerisms, their outlook and I even have some clothing that is similar to the period though I don't have the courage to wear them out in public. Perhaps for a special occasion or Halloween I'll strut around with them on.
In reality, I feel soo inadequate. My life feels so empty, like I could be doing something better with it. Maybe it's just the Victorian in me taking over, but I want to be amazing. I want to be great.